Fair haired babe in her back getting her pale muff wet07:00

I remember the bra but not the woman. I'm puinhsg 50! She is a girl.It seems to me that someone has forbidden getting old. Botox, plastic surgery and many miracle promises to avoid wrinkles, flaccidity. I don't mind about the looks but I fear not being able to do things I do.I see old people walking slowly at the streets and I think I will not be very patient.I remember my grandma and she had energy to do things but her body didn't follow her desires.She used to be very upset needing help from time to time.I always thought that I would not like to live too much time.I'm not suicidal, lol!But isn't it unfair to loose your health and your body functions after all we've been through?Life is hard for everybody and as an award there comes physical problems.My two grandfathers died very young both from heart attack. One of them at 45 years old.I always thought I would die at this age and I never saw death as something to fear. I never understood why some people fear death and there are those who would like to be immortal.Why am I writing all of these? I should write a post on this.